I stand alone in a world of darkness,
struck down by everything out there,
battered to the ground, bleeding, dying,
i've fallen in a hole to deep,
my grave has been dug,
i lay with in it,
i've been struck down to the ground,
i've hit rock bottom,
now what?
now, all i can do,
is get up,
can i get up?,
am i strong enough?,
to stand on my own two feet,
should i let go?,
let go of my pride,
and ask for help,
help me stand,
let me lean on you,
only for a while,
until i can stand again,
I stand in a world of darkness,
struck down by everything out there,
battered to the ground, bleeding, dying,
now,
can i get up,
and st
Walk in the world,
Quiet and alone,
you feel it,
the power,
what is it?
Look around,
the empty faces,
look at the sky,
it glows,
look,
look,
your rising,
you look,
farther,
farther,
away from the world below,
higher,
higher,
look at you go,
wings,
you have wings,
golden wings,
fly,
fly,
fly to heaven,
fly to the endless light,
fly,
fly,
fly with golden wings,
everyone sees you,
your flying,
close your eyes,
feel the sensation,
fly.
You came to me to say a phrase,
A phrase so sweet and kind,
You came to tell me,
that you loved me,
but never showed that night,
I looked the day that came,
i searched the day that went,
you never came,
you were not found,
i wondered where you went,
I heard that day,
that you left,
with a women that wasn't me,
tell me,
tell me,
who might she be,
tell me,
tell me,
what is she,
tell me,
tell me,
do you want her,
tell me,
tell me,
do you love her?
How many believe there voices are silent?
How many believe there invisable?
How many see themselves as worthless?
To walk in this world, are these thoughts manditory?
Why do we think such wicked thing?
I want to know the answers.
But...i'm afraid of what i'll hear.
I want to be in a world...
where everyone is seen.
I want to live in a world...
Where death comes not from ones self hands.
I want to grow in a world...
Where every voice is heard.
Does such a place exsist?
Or will i be forever...
Silent?
I stand alone in a world of darkness,
struck down by everything out there,
battered to the ground, bleeding, dying,
i've fallen in a hole to deep,
my grave has been dug,
i lay with in it,
i've been struck down to the ground,
i've hit rock bottom,
now what?
now, all i can do,
is get up,
can i get up?,
am i strong enough?,
to stand on my own two feet,
should i let go?,
let go of my pride,
and ask for help,
help me stand,
let me lean on you,
only for a while,
until i can stand again,
I stand in a world of darkness,
struck down by everything out there,
battered to the ground, bleeding, dying,
now,
can i get up,
and st
Walk in the world,
Quiet and alone,
you feel it,
the power,
what is it?
Look around,
the empty faces,
look at the sky,
it glows,
look,
look,
your rising,
you look,
farther,
farther,
away from the world below,
higher,
higher,
look at you go,
wings,
you have wings,
golden wings,
fly,
fly,
fly to heaven,
fly to the endless light,
fly,
fly,
fly with golden wings,
everyone sees you,
your flying,
close your eyes,
feel the sensation,
fly.
You came to me to say a phrase,
A phrase so sweet and kind,
You came to tell me,
that you loved me,
but never showed that night,
I looked the day that came,
i searched the day that went,
you never came,
you were not found,
i wondered where you went,
I heard that day,
that you left,
with a women that wasn't me,
tell me,
tell me,
who might she be,
tell me,
tell me,
what is she,
tell me,
tell me,
do you want her,
tell me,
tell me,
do you love her?
How many believe there voices are silent?
How many believe there invisable?
How many see themselves as worthless?
To walk in this world, are these thoughts manditory?
Why do we think such wicked thing?
I want to know the answers.
But...i'm afraid of what i'll hear.
I want to be in a world...
where everyone is seen.
I want to live in a world...
Where death comes not from ones self hands.
I want to grow in a world...
Where every voice is heard.
Does such a place exsist?
Or will i be forever...
Silent?
To be alone is worst then death,
for death you feel no pain,
as love will come,
life wil shine,
but when it goes,
life goes dark,
loneliness is wicked,
they say its just performance,
a cry for help,
a cry of attention,
but little they know,
its really a sickness,
a blade is inviting,
fire is comfort,
poison is purly sweet,
as life grows darker,
my motivation vague,
lifee just doesn't seem worth the trouble,
all around,
so many lives,
so why is mine so worthless?
How many believe there voices are silent?
How many believe there invisable?
How many see themselves as worthless?
To walk in this world, are these thoughts manditory?
Why do we think such wicked thing?
I want to know the answers.
But...i'm afraid of what i'll hear.
I want to be in a world...
where everyone is seen.
I want to live in a world...
Where death comes not from ones self hands.
I want to grow in a world...
Where every voice is heard.
Does such a place exsist?
Or will i be forever...
Silent?
Current Residence: hell on earth clovis! (please save me) if you kidnap me i'll go willing!!! Favourite genre of music: rock and metal (VERY depressing music) Favourite style of art: MANGA and anything japanese Operating System: dell MP3 player of choice: ipod Wallpaper of choice: anything manga Skin of choice: dead Favourite cartoon character: seffiroth, inuyasha, sheshomaru, noraku, cloud, sora, riku, and vincent. Personal Quote: Back up off me(unless manga artist)I am a full blooded killer and i take shit from no one! Bastards
Favourite Visual Artist
serrifth, hiese, and anyone I have in my fav. gallery
Favourite Movies
Anything horror and with vampires, anything that will die miserably and painfully.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
My chemical romance and evanesence ( if you dont like them then leave mmy page & shut the fuck u
Favourite Writers
edger allen poe (hes very depressing and knows his pain)
Favourite Games
Hide n' seek, cat n' mouse, and who's the better killer
Favourite Gaming Platform
cities, public places, or house ( alleyways are nice too) come and join me.
Other Interests
Drawing, dying, feeding on blood, watching other artists, anime, AND MANGA!!!!
Hey everyone! Im back and better than ever!! Ive been away for a while THAT i know! I had to put all my focus on my high school career because i was really struggling! But i graduated and now im in college for my AA!!! My trade i still yet to decide. I have a job now but it sucks beyond belief!!! I hate fast food!:frustrated: Im geting a new job here soon!:w00t:
Ok so a freind of mine and i had an epiphany :floating: last night about creating something really AWSOME!!:headbang: and if you rememberr me then you know how i always dream of creating miraculous art and styles. So were going to try to evolve the writng sityle of book writing. we
I've been gone.....for along time, months! ^^; I'M SORRY!!!!!!!!! I TRIED TO GET ON!!! I TRIED TO SO NO ONE FORGETS ME!!!!! :tears: i failed. Well......dare be hopeful i guess i'll begin making new friends and becoming accuanted again with my old. boy.....time sure doesn't fly when u in twouble. I'VE BEEN GONE TO LONG!!!!!!! scanner still broken but OOOOOH WHEN I GET IT FIXED!!! AVALANCHE OF ART YOUR WAY!!!!!! DANG!!!!!! i'm depressed. but......
I'M BACK!!!!!!
I'm having technical difficulties with my scanner so the previous journal entry is in obsolete at the moment. ^^ just thought i'd let everyone Know something else blew up in my face when i tried to do something productive for my futute! Love ya all. I GIVE EACH OF YOU A BIIIIIIIIIG EMO HUG!!!:D